Ashes To Ashes, Dust To Dust

Monday, September 05, 2011

Do you? ; 8:27 PM

Sometimes,
do you feel so mentally and physically exhausted?

Sometimes,
do you feel so small and helpless?

Sometimes,
do you feel you've actually been pushed to your very limits?

Sometimes,
do you feel like you're hanging on for your dear life?

Sometimes,
do you feel so pain emotionally like your insides are tearing apart?

Sometimes,
do you feel so crushed and shattered?

Sometimes,
do you feel like just breaking down?

Sometimes,
do you feel lonely?

Sometimes,
do you feel like running away from the face of the earth?

Sometimes,
do you wish you cease to exist?

Sometimes,
do you ask your yourself if you are happy?

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

; 10:50 PM

"The stormy seas have passed,
I'm in the arms of my angel once again,
I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel."

Monday, April 11, 2011

; 5:01 PM

"Time seems to stand still,
Seconds ticking by,
Nowhere to run,
Just dead emptiness,
With all these pain and misery,
Heaviness of guilt weighing down on me,
Nothing can save me,
Only death can erase me"

; 3:44 AM

"Tender softness of her skin glazing against mine,
Sweet redolent scent of her stained on my bedsheets,
Those deep pools of angelic chestnut brown eyes gazing into mine,
Boundless long hair with gold streaks flowing over her shoulders,
Her luscious endeared lips that I could never resist,
Dear god please send me back my angel"

Sunday, April 10, 2011

; 11:09 PM

"The one thing he loved the most in his life is leaving,
There's no turning back time,
No way to erase the mistakes he did to her,
There's nothing left within him,
Just pain and bitterness,
He saw those tears weighing down on her face,
The image replaying at the back of his head,
He's carrying these regrets on his back for the rest of his life,
She was such a beauty,
She did so much she could ever do for him,
She deserves better in life,
She deserves to be happy in life,
He broke her heart."

Saturday, March 26, 2011

; 12:53 AM

"Exiled from the existence of this world,
Intoxicated and desolated,
Mind exhausted from the memories that replay,
Buried alive grasping for air,
Bruised and bleeding inside out,
Letdown and bitterness fills the soul,
A deep wound that could never heal,
Wishing death to make it all fade away"

Friday, March 11, 2011

; 1:56 PM

"Unconscious in the amidst of a world of your own,
Thoughts and emotions spinning around you,
The weight of the world seemingly pulling you down,
Muscles contracting uneasily and lungs clenching like a fist,
You feel choked and tied up like a dead knot"

Who are we?
What is the purpose of life?
Why do we exist?
When will we depart?

Emotions take control of us unknowingly.
It's tough making decisions.
Quarrels and disagreements occur.
We all make mistakes.
Forgiveness always doesn't come easy.
If we could only feel emotionless.
It's impossible.
But I know..
Death is peaceful.

Friday, October 22, 2010

The 22nd ; 11:55 PM

Happy One Year Anniversary Baby (:

22nd of Oct 2010 marks the day of our first whole year together..
It's been an awesome year spent with you,
We had our ups and downs,
We brave storms in our way,
We love and give all that we could,
We were always there for each other no matter what,
We spend almost every single day together,
& we made the best memories and times of our life, side by side.

I brought baby to Prego at Fairmont Hotel for a scrumptious italian meal,
The food was absolutely delicious (:
After the meal, we walked around Raffles city to do a little shopping..
We bought each other sweets and stuff (:
Well i got for her cabury chocolates and soft nougats,
& she got me cute and cool candies!

P.S. My baby goh is the BEST girlfriend in the whole wide world!!! (: